Today, I don’t have a soul I don’t have a mind, I don’t have a heart. I can’t feel happiness and I can’t feel sadness. I don’t feel my body and I can’t feel you. Today, I don’t feel anything or perhaps I feel everything and I can’t say you what hurts the most: lose you or lose myself, over and over again.
My mom warned me
about the guys that steal
your purse or grab you from behind and into an alley.
But she never told me
about the ones that would
kiss me so hard it’d leave bruises
or tell me sweet lies, like
“you’re the only one for me.”
She never warned me about the one
I’d fall in love with.
You must make a decision that you are going to move on. It wont happen automatically. You will have to rise up and say, ‘I don’t care how hard this is, I don’t care how disappointed I am, I’m not going to let this get the best of me. I’m moving on with my life.
Do you remember how it felt to kiss each other? My God it was like a meteor hitting earth, destroying everything but the collision was so damn beautiful. Our love ruined us, sure, but oh god was it real. We may just be shattered bits of earth and rock and who we used to be but at least we fell for each other before we crashed.
along the way
I broke my own heart.
You will have days where you feel better, and you will have days where you want to die. Both are okay. There is no magical cure. You just need to close your eyes, and trust that the waves will pass, and soon you’ll be able to breathe again.
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